I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying
Tears were for the weaker days, I'm stronger now
Or so I say, but something's missing

 I’m at that point in recovery 
That Where I feel mentally stable 
But there’s always gonna be fear of relapsing and I feel

like any change whatsoever in my life right now will trigger that.

“One day you’re going to see her holding hands with someone who took your chance. She won’t even notice you because she’s too busy laughing with the stupid jokes he makes. And it will burn your heart seeing that beautiful smile on her face and realizing that you’re not the reason anymore. And then it will finally hit you: it was her, it was always her.”

Puh, blev så mycket bättre bilder idag än förra gången. Använde mycket högre ISO och använde inte heller någon blixt. Hade kameran inställd på TV och tadaaa. Anakin gillar dock inte mej längre efter timmar av plåtande men det var det värt det haha!